I'm so tired that “I walk alone” I want "more than that". I want a girl with “lips like morphine” that can redefine the “shape of my heart”. I’m tired of “living in the shadows” of my past and I want a “good girl” that can be there for me “any giving day”. I don’t just want the “next big thing” in my life, I want to feel like “nothing else matters”. I want to feel like I found my “nymphetamine”. I want someone who will put “roses on my grave”. I want my “star girl” not another “demonology and a heartache”. I want to “blow” all the pain and sorrow from my “metal heart”. I’m fighting this with “white knuckles” and I’m “tired of being alone”… So as a the “fallen angels” that I’ve seen, I have this “pain redefined” in my heart… So this is my “anthem of the underdog” that I hope can “kick start my heart”
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I'm beginning a new chapter in my life. As I turn the page I wanna burn all the bridges that connect me to my past and destroy everything I have in my life so i can start again new. I don't want no friends, i don't want no lovers and i don't want no pity, i'll do everything my way, alone as I always was and without any help. Everyone i trusted either passed away or betrayed my trust or they discarded me like I was a piece of shit or something they didn't need anymore. I'm sick and tired of people like this, so I send a nice FUCK YOU your way. New page, no... It's not a new page, it's a new book. I'm gonna change my ways. No more mister nice guy from now on bitches...
I would just die to find someone worthy to give a rose to... Is that a bad thing ? Is it a bad thing to want to put a smile on someone's face ? Is it a bad thing to love someone ? I'm sick of making people cry and to see only suffering beside me... Sometimes i just want to put an end to it all... Or to put an end to myself... Is that a bad thing ? I know it's bad not having someone to be there for you... And in times like this i feel like I've lost everything i ever knew... I'm a junkie for romantic shit... And i guess i'm a junkie for being romantic with someone... But, when no one's there ?... When you feel alone ?... What's left to do then ?... I've wasted all my energy in something i believed in, that i feel like I've got nothing left to give... Is it bad fighting for something you want to do ? Giving up everything else ? I feel like I've reached the end of my line... Is it true ? Is anything else for me ?...
I'm sorry for what you've become
I'm sorry for my wrongs
But I can't make them right...
I've lived for you
And you gave your life
Because of me
Because i wasn't there...
I should have been
In your place
I should have died
Instead of you...
This pain that i feel
It's tearing me apart
It's like all my world
Is crushing down on me...
Just leave me be...
In my agony...
Just leave me be...
Let this pain crush me...
Metallica - King Nothing
2. Vei ajunge departe în viaţă?
Vita De Vie - Visele
3. Cum te văd prietenii tăi?
Westlife - What Makes A Man
4. Te vei căsători vreodată?
Rob Thomas - Lonely No More
5. Care e tema preferată a celui mai bun prieten?
Five Finger Death Punch - Bad Company
6. Care e povestea vieţii tale?
Flypside - Someday
7. Cum era în liceu/generală?
From First To Last - The Crows Are Coming For Us
8. Cum poţi avansa în viaţă?
Tarot - Back In The Fire
9. Care e cel mai fain lucru la prietenii tăi?
A.S.H. - Feedback
10. Ce se preconizează pentru weekend?
Five Finger Death Punch - Death Before Dishonor
11. Ce cântec te descrie cel mai bine?
Sonata Arctica - The Power Of One
12. Dar pe bunicii tăi?
Cargo - E Vreao Problema?
13. Cum îţi merge în viaţă?
Cargo - Doi Prieteni
14. Ce îţi va cânta la înmormântare?
Evanescence - Bring Me To Life
15. Cum te vede restul lumii?
Novastar - Never Back Down
16. Vei avea o viaţă fericită?
Rob Zombie - How To Make A Monster
17. Ce cred prietenii cu adevărat despre tine?
Simple Plan - Me Against The World
18. Sunt persoane care te doresc în secret?
Edguy - Lucifer In Love
19. Cum să mă fericesc singur?
Vescan - Fa-ti Timp
20. Ce ar trebui să faci cu viaţa ta?
Within Temptation - Stand My Ground